Baby...
Every second, i find my self unendingly calling out your name,
With every breath i take, I'm painting... love,
Your love excites... provokes...
You become that which i yearn
That which i have a thirst for, deeper than the sea.
The part in me which lives for you... lives in ecstasy,
But the other half.. still burns with passion,
Innocently wanting you... because of you,
And me.
I lost my soul,
And found yours,
I keep asking why is it that I stay lost,
And I know its because I want to be found,
I'll keep loosing myself
If that is the only way I can keep your love.
With showers of your touch,
You nurture my life,
In vain i tried, avoiding the lure of addiction,
But you captured me, tortured me, loved me.
I cant spell out why something like this happens,
Worst, I don't know why you became my everything.
But this i'm certain, you are my tomorrow,
You are my moment,
And you are my every second.
48hours more
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Romance 101
things a man can and SHOULD say to his gurl... as corny as it might be.. its hella cute!!!
*i did NOT pull this out of my @r$e!!!*
1. These arms of mine are burning from wanting you so much, And if you would let them hold you, OH how grateful I will be.
2. This thing that we have will last as long as you want it to.
3. Baby, we have all our lives. You can tell me anything and i will listen. We can and we will grow together.
4. You don't know what you mean to me.
5. We have each other. If you fall, I'm gonna be there to pick you back up.
6. I'm afraid you might get tired of me or not wanna see me anymore. I want to try my hardest to be your everything.
7. Ive had other girlfriends but none of them have made me whole. If you leave me.. I'll never be whole again.
8. I've always been looking for a woman like you. Actually not LIKE you but YOU. I have been looking for you. The void in my life has been filled. That's how I know that I love you.
9. All you want is a kiss?! I'll give you more han that baby... Just thinking of you makes my palms sweaty and my heart starts pounding. Thats what you do to me.
10. I think our meeting was no accident. You are exactly what I was looking for in my dreams.
11. I just feel so alive when I'm with you. I feel like I found my center in life. There is no one else like you therefore no one else can make me feel this way.
12. Its been so hard for me to breath when you are not around.
13. Since I met you, its been so hard for me to be without you.
~~ to be continued~~
*i did NOT pull this out of my @r$e!!!*
1. These arms of mine are burning from wanting you so much, And if you would let them hold you, OH how grateful I will be.
2. This thing that we have will last as long as you want it to.
3. Baby, we have all our lives. You can tell me anything and i will listen. We can and we will grow together.
4. You don't know what you mean to me.
5. We have each other. If you fall, I'm gonna be there to pick you back up.
6. I'm afraid you might get tired of me or not wanna see me anymore. I want to try my hardest to be your everything.
7. Ive had other girlfriends but none of them have made me whole. If you leave me.. I'll never be whole again.
8. I've always been looking for a woman like you. Actually not LIKE you but YOU. I have been looking for you. The void in my life has been filled. That's how I know that I love you.
9. All you want is a kiss?! I'll give you more han that baby... Just thinking of you makes my palms sweaty and my heart starts pounding. Thats what you do to me.
10. I think our meeting was no accident. You are exactly what I was looking for in my dreams.
11. I just feel so alive when I'm with you. I feel like I found my center in life. There is no one else like you therefore no one else can make me feel this way.
12. Its been so hard for me to breath when you are not around.
13. Since I met you, its been so hard for me to be without you.
~~ to be continued~~
lovey dovey kiss kiss
So it was their
9th month
anniversery
and the girl calls her boyfriend::
girl:
I love you.
- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:
Really?
- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are
girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do
mean it.
- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just
that you dont need to tell me that you
love me anymore cuz I know you love me
since the day we been together and i
love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:
......
- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7
month anniversary?
- Girl:
Yeah...where?
- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:
Ok.
- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get
ready ok?
- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go
home and yeah get ready which takes
about 15-20 mintues...
-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work
today...
- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30
then?
- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:
Yeah?
- Boy:
I love you.
- Girl:
I love you too!
- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so
yeah.... i gotta go.
- Girl:
Ok bye.
- Boy:
Bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
The guy drives to his girlfriends house
and walks up to the door and rings
bell.
- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?
- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we
can go ok?
- Boy:
Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate
dinner...once they were done eating
they headed back to the car but before
she got into the car...
- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?
- Girl:
Why??!
- Boy:
Its a suprise.
- Girl:
What kind of suprise?
- Boy:
A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that
you will hold my hand while we're
driving.
- Boy:
I promise.
- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...
So they drove off...........and then
they stopped.
- Boy:
Ok we're here!
-Girl:
Where?
- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:
What place?
- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on
the lips)
- Girl:
Baby!...
The boy walks her to the place.
- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.
- Girl:
Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens her
eyes and sees the view of the city and
at that same spot...that's where he
first asked her to be his
girlfriend....
- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)
- Boy:
Why are you crying?
- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your
life? (he asked on his knees and after
he says that...behind him...in the air
it says "Will you marry me?" in
fireworks)
- Girl:
(tears come down faster)
- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I
was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:
Get up!
- Boy:
Yeah?
- Girl:
(kisses him)
- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:
Yes.
If you don't repost this you will have
the loneliest life!
BUT!
If you do repost this, you will have a
relationship that will last as long as
you want it to!
You have 3 minutes to repost this.
if your a girl repost this as "CUTEST
BOY EVER!!
if your a boy repost this as "WHAT A
GIRL DESERVES
9th month
anniversery
and the girl calls her boyfriend::
girl:
I love you.
- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:
Really?
- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are
girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do
mean it.
- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just
that you dont need to tell me that you
love me anymore cuz I know you love me
since the day we been together and i
love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:
......
- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7
month anniversary?
- Girl:
Yeah...where?
- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:
Ok.
- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get
ready ok?
- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go
home and yeah get ready which takes
about 15-20 mintues...
-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work
today...
- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30
then?
- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:
Yeah?
- Boy:
I love you.
- Girl:
I love you too!
- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so
yeah.... i gotta go.
- Girl:
Ok bye.
- Boy:
Bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
The guy drives to his girlfriends house
and walks up to the door and rings
bell.
- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?
- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we
can go ok?
- Boy:
Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate
dinner...once they were done eating
they headed back to the car but before
she got into the car...
- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?
- Girl:
Why??!
- Boy:
Its a suprise.
- Girl:
What kind of suprise?
- Boy:
A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that
you will hold my hand while we're
driving.
- Boy:
I promise.
- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...
So they drove off...........and then
they stopped.
- Boy:
Ok we're here!
-Girl:
Where?
- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:
What place?
- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on
the lips)
- Girl:
Baby!...
The boy walks her to the place.
- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.
- Girl:
Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens her
eyes and sees the view of the city and
at that same spot...that's where he
first asked her to be his
girlfriend....
- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)
- Boy:
Why are you crying?
- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your
life? (he asked on his knees and after
he says that...behind him...in the air
it says "Will you marry me?" in
fireworks)
- Girl:
(tears come down faster)
- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I
was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:
Get up!
- Boy:
Yeah?
- Girl:
(kisses him)
- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:
Yes.
If you don't repost this you will have
the loneliest life!
BUT!
If you do repost this, you will have a
relationship that will last as long as
you want it to!
You have 3 minutes to repost this.
if your a girl repost this as "CUTEST
BOY EVER!!
if your a boy repost this as "WHAT A
GIRL DESERVES
Monday, February 11, 2008
I feel 15!! again!
ok! this is so effin stupid! he doesnt even know i exist! i know for certain he doesnt care! so why do i keep dreaming about him!? it doesnt make sense! i dont like him! i dont KNOW him! i dont want to know him...
actually i do. BUT! only to figure out why i keep dreaming about him.
this is how the dream goes...
i'm walking... by a huge arse river or lake i dont know... its cold. very!cold... thn i see a purplish rock. i pick it up and throw it... only realising that i really liked it and want it back. as tho the whole world fell apart, i start crying. for no apparent reason. i tumble on the ground, holding my face crying.
thn i look up n i see HIM! i barely know him. but there he is. in front of me. no expression. takes my hands and picks me up.
so far it sounds sweet rite? wrong! VERY wrong!
he carries me.. and into the deep water we go!! i dont struggle i dont move.. all i do is look at him. i turn one last time towards the sun and down we go. after tht all i see is water and his eyes.. smiling at me, saying tht everything is going to be alrite.
then i wake up gasping for air! its not a nightmare. i feel happy. but i get up like i was underwater.
this is pure bullshit!! argh! nothing makes sense!
i dont know this guy. fine i know his last name. i know where he's from. i know he's on my friends list. but tht is it!! nothing else! to make things worse.. i have had this dream for the past three(3) days! why??? any one care to translate?!?!?!?!
so far these were the suggestions...
for the lake - To see a lake in your dream, signifies your emotional state of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolize your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil.
for the pebble - To dream that you are throwing pebbles, suggests that you are feeling hurt be the little things that may seem insignificant. It is symbolic of criticism and gossip.
for the guy! - as a stranger = To see a stranger in your dream, symbolizes the part of yourself that is repressed and hidden.
as a friend = To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.
for being sad - To dream that you are sad, signifies a positive turn of events. It is generally a good dream foretelling good things are about to happen in your near future.
for being underwater -
Things dont match! i'm good, in control, n thn i'm not! WTF?! argh! should i ask him? first of all, why him?! i barely know how to say him name! on the good side, at least its someone i sort know.
i need to sleep! but i'm scared!
actually i do. BUT! only to figure out why i keep dreaming about him.
this is how the dream goes...
i'm walking... by a huge arse river or lake i dont know... its cold. very!cold... thn i see a purplish rock. i pick it up and throw it... only realising that i really liked it and want it back. as tho the whole world fell apart, i start crying. for no apparent reason. i tumble on the ground, holding my face crying.
thn i look up n i see HIM! i barely know him. but there he is. in front of me. no expression. takes my hands and picks me up.
so far it sounds sweet rite? wrong! VERY wrong!
he carries me.. and into the deep water we go!! i dont struggle i dont move.. all i do is look at him. i turn one last time towards the sun and down we go. after tht all i see is water and his eyes.. smiling at me, saying tht everything is going to be alrite.
then i wake up gasping for air! its not a nightmare. i feel happy. but i get up like i was underwater.
this is pure bullshit!! argh! nothing makes sense!
i dont know this guy. fine i know his last name. i know where he's from. i know he's on my friends list. but tht is it!! nothing else! to make things worse.. i have had this dream for the past three(3) days! why??? any one care to translate?!?!?!?!
so far these were the suggestions...
for the lake - To see a lake in your dream, signifies your emotional state of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolize your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil.
for the pebble - To dream that you are throwing pebbles, suggests that you are feeling hurt be the little things that may seem insignificant. It is symbolic of criticism and gossip.
for the guy! - as a stranger = To see a stranger in your dream, symbolizes the part of yourself that is repressed and hidden.
as a friend = To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.
for being sad - To dream that you are sad, signifies a positive turn of events. It is generally a good dream foretelling good things are about to happen in your near future.
for being underwater -
To dream that you are underwater, suggests that you are feeling overcome with emotions and are in need of greater control in your life. You may be in over your head regarding some situation.
To dream that you are breathing underwater, represents a retreat back into the womb. You want to return to a state where you were dependent and free from responsibilities. Perhaps you are feeling helpless, unable to fulfill your own needs and caring for yourself. Alternatively, you may be submerged in your emotionsThings dont match! i'm good, in control, n thn i'm not! WTF?! argh! should i ask him? first of all, why him?! i barely know how to say him name! on the good side, at least its someone i sort know.
i need to sleep! but i'm scared!
Monday, December 17, 2007
my wedding invitation~
Message: HAHAHAHA.. IT'S PRETTY FUNNY
THAT YOU
OPENED this
because in the next seven days you
will:
* have someone fall in love with you
* find money you've been missing
* your luck will change for the better
in all areas... love, happiness, job,
money,
BUT...first you will have to repost
this with 1 of these titles:
"I'm gay"
"who you..Never..."
"I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN"
"Baby I want you back, im sorry"
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes
i did"
"My wedding invitation"
"I'm getting married!"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to
Canada!"
"I miss him"
"I guess it was never meant to be"
"I got the scholarship!...I'm going to
Seattle"
"I'M GOING TO TRANSFER TO AUSTRALIA"
BEWARE IF U DON'T REPOST THIS U WILL
HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs
THAT YOU
OPENED this
because in the next seven days you
will:
* have someone fall in love with you
* find money you've been missing
* your luck will change for the better
in all areas... love, happiness, job,
money,
BUT...first you will have to repost
this with 1 of these titles:
"I'm gay"
"who you..Never..."
"I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN"
"Baby I want you back, im sorry"
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes
i did"
"My wedding invitation"
"I'm getting married!"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to
Canada!"
"I miss him"
"I guess it was never meant to be"
"I got the scholarship!...I'm going to
Seattle"
"I'M GOING TO TRANSFER TO AUSTRALIA"
BEWARE IF U DON'T REPOST THIS U WILL
HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
sleepless nights...
when I say your name... my heart skips a beat
will you still leave?
when I am with you..my path blossoms...
will you come to me?
memories are just a few..
but the heart seeks for more...
like shattered glass i fall into the ground...
where are you at this moment?
I forgot my language, i forgot my words,
silent as the sky i have become...
like a child who reaches out to the fire even if it hurts...
I keep reaching for you in the darkness...
I danced to a different tune.. yet hear a different song..
is my body and soul different?
Is this it? like a bolt to my mind...
this won't last, will it?
will you say that you dont remember?
or will you say that it isn't true?
what will you say?
will you say soul mate or will you say passing by?
what will your answer be?
the glistening sun gives way to the blue moon..
why then the sorrow?
the blossom fades.. bringing tears to the eyes...
what will happen...can you say?
will you still leave?
when I am with you..my path blossoms...
will you come to me?
memories are just a few..
but the heart seeks for more...
like shattered glass i fall into the ground...
where are you at this moment?
I forgot my language, i forgot my words,
silent as the sky i have become...
like a child who reaches out to the fire even if it hurts...
I keep reaching for you in the darkness...
I danced to a different tune.. yet hear a different song..
is my body and soul different?
Is this it? like a bolt to my mind...
this won't last, will it?
will you say that you dont remember?
or will you say that it isn't true?
what will you say?
will you say soul mate or will you say passing by?
what will your answer be?
the glistening sun gives way to the blue moon..
why then the sorrow?
the blossom fades.. bringing tears to the eyes...
what will happen...can you say?
Monday, November 19, 2007
I fucking Hate religion!
this stupid religion thing is so full of shit. Why cant everyone just accept that people think differently and shut the fuck up! why do u have to go around imposing your views on ppl... wht benefit does it do you to go around and tell everyone ur god is no good... if u wanna go to heaven... belive in my god... fuck u... i don wanna go to heaven... i'm good with hell... no objections! fuck off! how can u sit here n say DNA is bullshit coz god created it... doesnt that make ya'll medival!? this is so stupid! and i pisses me off...
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