Choices made...decisions called

He walked in looking different. always had a hunch he was special. that night, he proved me right.
ok.. so i think looks matter. who doesnt? i'm sure he does! thts y he isnt turning even an inch towards me. but when someone says he's a nice guy.. u would nod your head. but i mean it when i say nice guy. they way he talks, how he refuses to hurt another's feeling, knows when to play and when to not, has a control over himself but doesnt try tht with others. what more could you want..? oh ya.. i remembered... a return in feelings! thts rite! shit talker's dont get nice guys. they get effin a-holes who make booty calls especially ones with small problems! ugh!
its mysterious.. in some ways... never thought the feelings still lingered in me... its amazing.. its probably the new looks.. but the smile was always there... and the squeeky eyes.. and the cool nodding of the head. the still figure and the blur look upon his face when u ask him a random question... digging deep is so exciting but knwing u arent going to get anything out of it is depressing!