Choices made...decisions called

He walked in looking different. always had a hunch he was special. that night, he proved me right.
ok.. so i think looks matter. who doesnt? i'm sure he does! thts y he isnt turning even an inch towards me. but when someone says he's a nice guy.. u would nod your head. but i mean it when i say nice guy. they way he talks, how he refuses to hurt another's feeling, knows when to play and when to not, has a control over himself but doesnt try tht with others. what more could you want..? oh ya.. i remembered... a return in feelings! thts rite! shit talker's dont get nice guys. they get effin a-holes who make booty calls especially ones with small problems! ugh!
its mysterious.. in some ways... never thought the feelings still lingered in me... its amazing.. its probably the new looks.. but the smile was always there... and the squeeky eyes.. and the cool nodding of the head. the still figure and the blur look upon his face when u ask him a random question... digging deep is so exciting but knwing u arent going to get anything out of it is depressing!

sorry

theba is hella mad.. he hasnt said anything for 2 days now!!!
i didnt mean it... grr... i'm sowwie...
today was such a hectic day! god! i lost my whole freakin blogger blog. GOd knows where it went. woke up with a massive headache.. skipped class n work. went out to finish the projec... those people protesting against the fee increase were around. I dont get them. what do thy want? first.. the educators demanded an increase in pay. motion passed! then they wanted more funds for financial aid. i think tht got passes too. not too sure.not like it matters to me. i freakin pay $336 per unit! you think it hurts me if the fee increases 10%?! bloody hell half the americans live on loans and financial aid. wht else do they want?
anyways... some bunh of dude were walking past by and were talking shit in hindi! grr... i knew thy were saying something... but i cant speak hindi! is it wrong!?! god! i'm sorry i'm not born in india and taught hindi my whole life!!! i learn BM.. its malaysian! neahhh!
its like a sin to be an indian not born in india. "you're indian no?!" like duh i am! i am brown arent i? i ust dont speak multiple dialects. i speak Tamil! English! Malay! Cantonese! languages.
today is so full of rage!
n i'm hella tired... had dance practice... nimbooda!!! the tamil song is damn on! hehehe
i love being tired bcoz of dance... actually miss it.. hate the part where we smell like feet after dancing one whole hour though! yuck! anyways!
Payce out!