Thursday, September 13, 2007

Bullshiiiiit!

He's so full of crap... i cant believe him.... i called him after he mess... was tht wrong? he tells me not to call... so i ws like ok thn... bye... now he wont reply... but he will talk on the phone with morni all... WTF? its not like he has to pay for it... so so anoying! nvr gonna speak to him again! mark my words! grrrrrr
so malas today.... its 1231... i have to go to the bank and all... but damn lazy wei... actually... can go makan buritto! k..k..
bye bye! la vicz... here i come!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

crap crap crap

there i go again.. skipped class for the first time this sem... yay to 9/11... AAS... i just didnt have the mood to go no where... i walked out...

class break... bus 21... gonna smoke for a bit... brb!!

k... so while the lecturers reads jokes about the NFL, and year 2029... i shall try to not lauh n type... not working...brb... did i mention tht my lecturer is one of those ppl who writes capitals.. bleh... shit!! didnt pause my crossword! argh!

class habis d... brb...

k... this blog is being written in the span of 2 hours... n its less thn 1/2 a page! hahaha...

today morning.. i woke up crying...n sweating... seriously... n i had no idea why... i remember san francisco.... n sri... going to his house in san francisco apparently... n i cried... alot.... so much so tht i had tears all over my pillow whn i woke up... kaw kaw rite!? i was reading the dream interpretation... it said tht crying:
signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

oh well... i didnt actually think i was tht sad tht i had to cry about it... no..not her... i probably am a little sad about not having friends like i had back home... and thn again... i nvr did... have a lot... frens i mean... so... i think this is just some sort of pms... mood swings.... i think tilia kinda realises tht i'm going very silent these past few days... i feel bad... i just don feel like mixing around... especially with love in the air.... not my scene....
k...bio lab to finish... bio notes to read... the table lamp is too bright.... signs i should remove my contact lenses.... u knoe whts funny? nvr mind... ppl do read these things.... i'll save myself from any conflicts.... anyways...............
i was looking at the theater major thinggy... i don wanna major in tht... but wht if i take a class or two... wouldnt hurt next sem.... hmmmm we'll see... according my plan... i will only graduate in may 09 even whn i take 6 courses a sem... so if i take some classes at de anza... like all those failed classes.... i should be ok... i think... n if my gpa goes up high enough... i can take 7 classes instead of 6... tht way i can walk in dec 08... thts really fast... i think! argh!!! wasted too much time! listening to some farny ass song form the 60's... damn gay rite... which reminds me... why bengay....can't thy find some other name? seriously?... anyways... i've been thinking alot about smoking... it probably is the reason i feel low.... so... if i quit... will tht help? maybe not smoke during the day... only nights... hmmmm.... though... k..i know i need one in the morning... so.. thts one.... thn... after food...no! maybe if i had one afer every meal only.... n after tht only at nights with beer... hows tht? tht way i can make sure i have breakfast... how about btw breaks in class? this way i need a tonne of gum and chips or food to eat during break... grrrr....suckyness... k... i give my self one week... lets see how far i can go... nights after 10 doesnt matter.... during the day.... one in the morning with breakfast.... afternoon with lunch... ad evening.... before class... coz class all finish 9 ni...so... screw dinner... sounds good? i think so... i can save money also! well thn! hts works tht... now... must go try to see wht to do for WST... bleh!!

buh bye!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

99 ways to kiss

You opened this because it
said...

99 Ways 2 Kiss!!
but would you have opened it if it said
"I love God no matter what?"
repost this in 7 mins. as "99 Ways 2
Kiss!!!"
If You Truly Love GOD.
A miracle Will Happen Tonight.

P.S. Don't ignore
God is always watching