Roses are red
Lemons are sour
Open ur legs and give me an hour
Kissing Is A Habit
Fuuckking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Father Is A Bast4rd
The Mother Is A Wh0re
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber
Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
roses are nice
violets are fine.
ill be the six
if you be the nine.
sexxx is evil
sexxxx is a sin
sins are forgiven
so stick it in
Monday, May 21, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
found it!!! my butterfly!!!
Created this like a year ago.... finally found the file... thought i lost it forever... writting takes up too much energy... whn i wrote it... it didnt have tht much meaning... it was just saying it VERY expressively... now...hmmm... its pretty much the same thing!
The sun shines thru the skies
Coloring the wings of the butterflies
The love and joy it brings
Flutters deep within our heart
Love is like a butterfly
you think you've caught it
But then it flies
The butterfly whisks away
Leaving our love to fade away
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek
thinking about the happier times
and wonder if I'll ever feel that way again
you look at me with those eyes I know so well
Those eyes in which I saw myself
Now I wonder
Was seeing me through your eyes
better than an eternity alone
The love and joy I used to know
the laughs we shared
the love we made
I thought our love was true.
But now I see it wasn't
Love is like a butterfly
you think you've caught it
But then it flies
The butterfly whisks away
Leaving our love to fade away
Someday you'll cry for me,
Like I cried for you.
Someday you'll need me,
The way I needed you.
Someday you'll miss me,
Like I missed you.
Someday you'll love me,
And I’ll be there to love you
I don’t want to say its over
I don’t want to leave you
But somehow I wish I didn’t have to
Love is like a butterfly
you think you've caught it
But then it flies
The butterfly whisks away
Leaving our love to fade away
You look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
Saturday, May 19, 2007
OUCH!
ok... so...he jumped onto the bed... n things went smoothly..."IN"...
i thought he would leave it at that...never even thinking of dating... just a fuckin hookup!
rite? wrong!!! it was more thn tht... so it seems... he came back the next day...n after tht... n after... its weird! n now... to even think tht i wont be able to see him even once after i leave... hurts like a bitch! fuckin HURTS! why? i mean... f'real... we both knew it was coming! i guess he has more important things on his mind... i mean... he is the one leaving for hella days... i on the other hand...(giving myself reasons to get butt hurt!).... will be returning to this campus... n walk on the same path we both did... n think about all those shit... n cry... y? coz... he isnt an asshole... i've always managed to meet assholes... but this one isnt... he didnt deny tht we did hookup... which is effin weird for a guy... but he's just being nice... GOD..... it even hurts to say tht! why the FUCK m i so sprung!?!?!?!? this isnt ryte! i changed... i gave up on feelings... i promised myself tht i wont allow my retarded feelings to get stabbed again.... n here i stand... taking chances... letting go... believing in crap like love!... i agree this isnt love... its just... a safe zone... attention seeking n giving... but why does it feel like there can be more if only time would turn around... i have another four days to learn how to love n forget this one person... IMPOSSIBLE!
my action plan is... to not be emotional about the situation... at least not in front of him... when a day passes by with him not calling or texting..... i become obsessed!!! u know wht... come to think of it... i have a super magical power... i can turn the smallest desire to become the world's greatest obsession!!!! i look at his text messages more often thn not... i stare at his number wishing he would call... but ego is good... especially now!
its perfect... anything to keep my fingers from touching the phone!
aghhh...
if this was only about sex.... it would have been easier thn ABC...
but no.... we had to have good communication skills!
a note to GOD....u are going to be haring a lot of whining whn i get up there.... u wait!!!!
i thought he would leave it at that...never even thinking of dating... just a fuckin hookup!
rite? wrong!!! it was more thn tht... so it seems... he came back the next day...n after tht... n after... its weird! n now... to even think tht i wont be able to see him even once after i leave... hurts like a bitch! fuckin HURTS! why? i mean... f'real... we both knew it was coming! i guess he has more important things on his mind... i mean... he is the one leaving for hella days... i on the other hand...(giving myself reasons to get butt hurt!).... will be returning to this campus... n walk on the same path we both did... n think about all those shit... n cry... y? coz... he isnt an asshole... i've always managed to meet assholes... but this one isnt... he didnt deny tht we did hookup... which is effin weird for a guy... but he's just being nice... GOD..... it even hurts to say tht! why the FUCK m i so sprung!?!?!?!? this isnt ryte! i changed... i gave up on feelings... i promised myself tht i wont allow my retarded feelings to get stabbed again.... n here i stand... taking chances... letting go... believing in crap like love!... i agree this isnt love... its just... a safe zone... attention seeking n giving... but why does it feel like there can be more if only time would turn around... i have another four days to learn how to love n forget this one person... IMPOSSIBLE!
my action plan is... to not be emotional about the situation... at least not in front of him... when a day passes by with him not calling or texting..... i become obsessed!!! u know wht... come to think of it... i have a super magical power... i can turn the smallest desire to become the world's greatest obsession!!!! i look at his text messages more often thn not... i stare at his number wishing he would call... but ego is good... especially now!
its perfect... anything to keep my fingers from touching the phone!
aghhh...
if this was only about sex.... it would have been easier thn ABC...
but no.... we had to have good communication skills!
a note to GOD....u are going to be haring a lot of whining whn i get up there.... u wait!!!!
`````~~~~~~DREAMIN~~~~~~`````````
hmmmmmmm...(with dreamy eyes n a huge smile across my face!)
Temptation was inviting, but no words needed to be said,
So, nervously I sat down again, on the edge of the warm, familiar bed.
Oh, I knew well all the pleasures from so many times before,
Temptation had seduced me and I trembled while I sighed.
As, at last, I slowly gave in, I knew it was being shallow
To succumb to the wonderful pleasures...
Touching me softly,
With his beautiful lips
Touching me gently,
his hands on my hips,
Touching me,
Like an ocean's wave you hold on to me,
Crashing against the gray stone rocks -
So fierce intense each step by step.
The ocean in the flicker of an eye.
Leading from high down to the beach,
So narrow steep naive and dark,
And yet so pure like the fine sands,
Which our feet, together, have still to touch.
Hold closer, closer, capture it all -
Seashell treasures keep memories;
Waves of the night lost in the sea.
Deep true endless romances of the waters,
Are cherished lovingly on shore.
Graceful perfection, sea breeze air
Silent kisses, stars keep smiles.
Beneath the play shelter,
Hidden from all, nerves swim, adrenalin
So gentle intense like the deep mystery.
he takes my body on a journey that never ends,
It always seems to just begin,
Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against
The rocks
With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know
I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against
My soul
I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has
Like the waters that go on
Forever and ever
I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon,
Faithfully each morning
I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart
For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire
To be near you
I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet
In a storm of passion,
His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below
With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the ocean so deep
With each kiss will be like a storm building furiously down beneath the earth
And deep down beneath my soul
And when the time comes for him to take my heart my soul and my body and make love to me
It will be like a wild storm out of control
With each touch, caress, and kiss he bestows upon me, will be like
Giant waves
Crashing vigorously with so much power and so much strength against the rocks,
Just like nature intended it to be
And just like I want him to completely take me
Then like the calm after the storm
I want to lie in his arms and hear
The pounding of his heart
Like the ocean waves
Calming and soothing
To my
Soul
Temptation was inviting, but no words needed to be said,
So, nervously I sat down again, on the edge of the warm, familiar bed.
Oh, I knew well all the pleasures from so many times before,
Temptation had seduced me and I trembled while I sighed.
As, at last, I slowly gave in, I knew it was being shallow
To succumb to the wonderful pleasures...
Touching me softly,
With his beautiful lips
Touching me gently,
his hands on my hips,
Touching me,
Like an ocean's wave you hold on to me,
Crashing against the gray stone rocks -
So fierce intense each step by step.
The ocean in the flicker of an eye.
Leading from high down to the beach,
So narrow steep naive and dark,
And yet so pure like the fine sands,
Which our feet, together, have still to touch.
Hold closer, closer, capture it all -
Seashell treasures keep memories;
Waves of the night lost in the sea.
Deep true endless romances of the waters,
Are cherished lovingly on shore.
Graceful perfection, sea breeze air
Silent kisses, stars keep smiles.
Beneath the play shelter,
Hidden from all, nerves swim, adrenalin
So gentle intense like the deep mystery.
he takes my body on a journey that never ends,
It always seems to just begin,
Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against
The rocks
With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know
I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against
My soul
I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has
Like the waters that go on
Forever and ever
I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon,
Faithfully each morning
I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart
For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire
To be near you
I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet
In a storm of passion,
His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below
With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the ocean so deep
With each kiss will be like a storm building furiously down beneath the earth
And deep down beneath my soul
And when the time comes for him to take my heart my soul and my body and make love to me
It will be like a wild storm out of control
With each touch, caress, and kiss he bestows upon me, will be like
Giant waves
Crashing vigorously with so much power and so much strength against the rocks,
Just like nature intended it to be
And just like I want him to completely take me
Then like the calm after the storm
I want to lie in his arms and hear
The pounding of his heart
Like the ocean waves
Calming and soothing
To my
Soul
Monday, May 14, 2007
Pork Stir Fry
finals!!! this has been the worst week ever!! i have a GRAMMER quiz today..(don ask me y!) a banquete to attend tomorrow.. one on saturday... thn.. next tuesday is the worst day of my life... i have to finish making a slide show for CVB's banquete.. turn in two econs puzzle due at 130pm.. a speech to atend at 445pm.. the baquete is at 5.. i have a finals review class at 6pm... i have no fuckin clue how to get thru tht day... haiyh! and i have some sort of date thinggy tonite... i dunno wht to think.. is he just bein frenly.. or he are exterior motives like tilia suspects? i dont know... anyways... i cooked yesterday.. had pork meat in the fridge.. so.. cooked it... coz i am going to move out. it turned out well.. excluding the part tilia dropped the whole tofu on the floor... hehehe!
this is how i roll.. or cook.. which ever...
1 1/2 lbs pork meat.. cut into cubes
tofu.. soft..bout 1 packet should be good...
{1/2 onion,7-8 cloves of garlic, ginger(peeled)}-->..chopped finely!
1 bundle/ 4 shoots spring onions
as desidered...coriander leaves
1 tablespoon (each)..soy sauce..
{thin and the thick dark soy sauce will be a good combo}
2 tablespoon oyester sauce
1 teaspoon sesame oil
1 teaspoon cooking oil(olive/corn/vege)
{you can opt to no using cooking oil at all)
chillie.. if desired...
1 1/2 cup chicken broth
cornstarch... dissolve about 1 teaspoon corn flour in cold water
salt n sugar for taste
after you get the aroma in the air... add the pork...
when the meat is cooked.. add the broth, soy sauce, sesame oil, oyester sauce.
thn add the cornstarch...
finally add the tofu.. if u dont mind having your tofu look like congee.. go ahead and mix em with the meat.. stir it... but if u want tofu to look like tofu... cut em into small cubes and drop em in gently... mix it gently... and take it out shortly after.
tada!!!!
done!
it taste good.. i had loads of chilie in it... spicey!!! hehehe..
Butter Prawns!
the title was just a line to "distract" everyone...wakakak
anyways...
seeing how my bloggin days are no'in but an empty page of blurb.. i decided to write something on tht empty page.. its still just crappy blurbs...
and so it begins...
got up at freakin 630 in morning... to go make coffee for ppl who dont know how to sleep in on a peaceful friday morning. then my first customer walks into the store and asks me... "mocha frap plz? non-fat and a extra shot of espresso.." i nod my head to her cravings n make it for her.. in the process she questions about why we brew starbucks n dont have frap menu.. i was like.. effin whitewash.. it says proudly brew starbucks.. not starbucks! grrr.. why don ppl get signs? if it says subway thn it is subs u get... but if it says brew starbucks... its just the coffee bean.. not the whole jingbang! and t'was effin cold outside... like 10deg!!/50F.. she wants a frap?! madness.. (NO!! THIS...IS....SPARTA!!!... wakaka... jsut wanted to say it so bad!)
thn.. i continue bumming around behind the machine.. n there walks in a girl.. i think she's indian... i dont know... her accent was saying otherwise.. she stands infront the couter, looks at me... n talks on the phone.. for nearly 15mins! whteva dude! thn she asks.. can i have a cinnamon roll... my mind got jammed.. there were nearlly 50 types of pastries out there.. which was the cinnamon roll? i aint born in this country... i take one.. she says no... i take another...she says no with a face.. finally my manager walks... after seeing me suffer.. she points out.. i take the F***in bun n give it to her... i asked to confirm,... is this the cinnamon bun... dear god! should have seen the look on tht bitch's face! constipated! i told her straight up... i'm not born here... i'm a FOB... i dont know... i didnt mean to offend you... she became a monstrous creature...n said... can i have my receipt please... do thy teach you tht in your country?! I nearly socked her face... putting my job on the line i said... yeah..thy do.. thy also teach us not to talk in the phone while ordering something. she blew! n tht was the end of my shift for tht morning... proud to say.. my manager was not upset... she didnt get rid off me..so.. hell yeah!
thn i went to study with a fren in the union... there...some fobby ass indian dude.. comes up to me and asks for help saying tht he needs to call someone! fine.. indian oni mah... help ler... motherf**** talked on the phone for like foreva! happily deletes the number... n says thank! stupid! fella talking tata patti story all! aiyo! if i see him again... i will chase him with my parang.. whn i get one!
talking about getting something soon.. i have a long long list of getting something soon...
1-tattoo...BUTTERFLY!
2-plane ticket to Kay-L..yes..plz do not inform my frens or my dance teacher.. or tht mridangam player... he doesnt need to know! playa!!!!!!!
3-a top to go out tonite..
4-yvette's accounting text book to do homework..
5-mitch's skateboard
6-a room.. if tht doesnt work out.. thn a tomb!
i walked from 4th street to 11th looking for apartments to move in next sem! dear god was it hard!
i was checking online how my spending habits are going... it was good... till my dad mysteriously decided to donate 400 bucks... all gone! i swear... i nvr went shopping... no clothes... food.. n food.. n food... not to forget.. a SMALL amount of alcohol... well.. smalllah! ok lah! not too much!
i'm such a pro at seafood... while preparing the crab tht were still alive( tht was a historic event! we bought 'em live... so wanted to have it cooked fresh... so we kept thm in the bath tub! hahahah.. the whole night we were fighting with the crabs! haiiiyah! hehehe... thn we transfered thm to the kitchen sink.. got our other roommates mad... n cooked it in the morning...so anyways) i nearly chop my finger off... my pinky finger summore...PAVUMS! thn it was the lala tht i was trying to crack (thy were dead) n i poked my palm... PAIN!... thn jsut now... the prawn's head poked my thumb! eeee! respect my mom for makin seafood! god knows how she does it without hurting herself!
i was wondeirng... why refer to the word jerks as a male and not female too? whn a girl behaves like a jerk... we call her bitch.. or something in tht sense.. is the word jerk meant for guys alone? thn how do you call a lady being "jerk-ish" without degrading her to a form of dog?
my biggest question right now is... should i stay on campus or off.. if i stay on..it'll be fun.. safe.. restricted.. but i can get involved in leadership thiggies..
off campus means... nvr restricted.. i can have all the liquor i want in the kitchen n not in my room...freedom.. no quiet hours.. but i'll be bored as hell.. wont meet as much ppl as i do now...not tht i'm a social butterfly or anything...
my roommate is in the bathroom... n he's takin hella days to get out! dude! hurry up already! the recipe of the day is... something to do with prawns... got to finish 'em b4 they spoil...butter prawns...
sadly it didnt turn out! ughh! well.. it did... but not like my moms... this is wht i added...
PRAWN!!! 1lb (coated)
Oil for deep frying... so make sure there's alot!
Butter(margerine is tastier.. but not healthier) 3-4tblspoon
Chillie (preferred = bird's eye) 6-7
Curry leaves ( dont event try butter prawns without curry leaves!or at least don expect excellent taste!) 3-4 sprigs(Leaves only)
Garlic 3 cloves(crushed)
salt+sugar
additional/optional
style 1: egg white, onion
style 2: rice wine, soy sauce, grated coconut
first of all.. clean the gawddamn prawns.. thy stink otherwise. add salt if u cant take the smell. coat it with flour (1tblspn cornflour + 2 tblspn rice/all purpose flour + COLD water) and deep fry in hot oil (careful). you can choose not to coat it and just fry the prawns in oil. My mom fried the prawns in the butter for the fragrance n taste. i opt to oil coz its cheaper n i needed butter for making breakfast. (Sowwie ma)
Style 1:
thn in a separate pan/wok/satti/jatti/whteva u use, melt the butter (unless u used butter earlier..use the same pan/...etc). add curry leaves and garlic and chillie.
once the aroma is in the air so to speak add the fried prawns. after bout 2 mins add the grated coconut, rice wine, soy sauce and salt n sugar for taste.
cook high. once it looks "Mmmmm....Scrumptious!!" take it out n thinne man!
listening to 4 non blondes now.. "I said hey.. whts goin on?!?!"
Style 2:
this style, its preferred to have the prawns coated. thy look crispy! after u fry the prawns, fry the curry leaves, onion egg white in butter n add the prawns if you took 'em out or fried it in oil.
when it looks ready after bout 2-3 mins.. serve immediately!
PS: if u using alot of butter... try using less salt or none.. i dont wanna be blamed!
this is wht it looks like..
ok..now... to eat wht i cooked...
n yes.. i declare it spicy!! chilly baby!!!
hehehehe...
hopefully the next time i blog.. i cook something other thn indo... payce!!
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